If I close my eyes it'll disappear

Last summer I didn't go on the boat much. I was too busy preparing for the move, and making sure my new (and fabulous I might add) flat was getting all my attention. I kinda put the boat out of my mind one might say. After this winter with loadsa minus degrees and snow and whatsit I chose not to think about my poor boat freezing out there in Limmat. But tomorrow I have a lunch meeting in town, just next to my beloved boat. I will go and check on out, but I fear it big time. What if water has been trickling in, frozen and broken my boat? What if pigeons have somehow made their way in to nest for the winter? What if? What if? I am frightened what I will find.