Violated

Lately all sorts of thoughts are popping into my head, probably triggered by the tv I'm watching.

One thing made me remember when I had a cyst down there removed some ten years ago, and when being examined by the doctor, I was watched by four students. I wasn't asked before if I minded, if they would've asked, I probably would've said yes, but this time I was surprised.

There I was, legs in the air, naked, exposed for all to see and all of a sudden, five people appeared. I still remember that as a violation, something I hate.

At the same time I remember what my Mum used to say "when you have given birth to kids you stop caring". She used to go to the gynaecologist on regular check-ups and before the doc even asked her to get her clothes off, she was up naked in the examination chair. He or she turned around surprised to say "oh, you ready then".

Still, it would've been nice to be asked for permission.