The main advantage of having a blog

Just realized the most useful thing of having a blog (yeah, yeah, after 4,5 years!) but really. It is when I'm angry, upset or generally occupied with something in my head I can let it out here, instead of directing it to people. Right now I am busy forming sentences in my head for the meeting with my doc tomorrow. "In which fucking third world country did you get your license?" "I thought you were going to cure me!" "When you, as you said, had such good experience of this drug, did you test it on a small animal?" "Are you really a doctor? Show me your license!" "How would you like my fist in your face?" "I'll show you pain!" This is just because I have constant pain and am really, really irritated. Drinking alcohol doesn't help, which is new to me. And yes, I realize insulting the doc will not help, but writing it now will let it out of my system. Only the pain remains...