Sadomasochism

I must be a bit sadomasochistic. Not that I get any sexual pleasure out of the boat lessons, but still. Why do I put myself through something as this? It was a bit painful today again. Had the same teacher as on Tuesday, and I now realize why I get a little bit stressed. She speaks high German with some accent (yeah Swiss I guess :) and she speaks all the time. Rather than letting me do what I need to do, she keeps on instructing me and I get stressed when I don't understand. But it wasn't as bad as on Tuesday. Actually the portside parking in the end was really well done. She actually told me I did portside, starboard and forward parking well enough for the test. Of course we didn't discuss all the tries I did in between :)